Eliza T's Site

What is it about today? I don't know... reali.. i dunno... I juz feel this inexplicable heaviness in my heart... hmmmmmm... perhaps wif d start of d new year I had expected not dat many changes but welll.... u noe life... it can turn around and bite u in d ass unawares... Im dead tired tho.. tot id juz shrivel up n die inside of me.. now i noe better than to sit around n mope all day.. i'm glad i have frenz whom I noe have n will stand by me thru wateva it is I will go thru, am goin thru n wat I went thru... Im learng 2 languages or rather refing 2 languages at d same time now... Arab n Hindi... hehehehe... its fun tho... hv a native Indian tutor to teach me Hindi..... n a native Arab to teach me Arab... In life, u lose some things when u gain a lot more other things... I may have somewhat lost my freedom but I have gained experiences in life dat has taught me to appreciate d littlest things, n gained so many frenz, rekindled my once weakened relationships with my family n extended families alike, n d ONE ultimate thing dat has stuck to me since I came back to my home, is d thot dat my family reali loves me n so do my frenz, n dat no matter wer I go or wat I do or may hav done, I still have Allah guiding me forever n I pray dat even HE does not cast HIS eyes away from me n I'll b a damned soul for eternity... Allahu Akbar!!!